Would you rather
Would you rather take a 50/50 chance of either dying or living your life disabled badly, or a 80/20 chance of either dying or living well and healthily.
school
I am homeschooled. My Mum keeps interrupting my work to ask what I’ve gotten done and saying I need to plan and get a schedule. I practically school myself! I am so sick of being interrupted for stupid questions. She has me watch my two year old sister, and then says I’m not getting done [..more..]
Deeply in love with life.
And this satisfies me a lot! When I try to understand life, I only can realize that is nothing but a lot experiences putted all together to create the history of every human being! It is like what brings me to be a eletro music lover: When it was the first day of the year [..more..]
Wow, I’m such a failure.
Clearly, there’s a reason why I’m not chosen to play first in the main music piece. My skill level is nowhere near a fantastic and nearly flawless player like her. Hell, I can’t even manage to play a piece that I have seemingly been solid on without huge errors in a performance. Despite working hard [..more..]
obesity to anarexia
I am 17 5.4 and I weigh 128kgs. I AM FED UP. I tried EVERTHING and I REALLY WANT to loose weight. I want to be skinny. I want to have friends. I want to fit in socity and clothes. i am so tired of feeling uncomfortable in my own skin. ladies this is a [..more..]
hurting
Sometimes I think to myself why do I feel this way why I have to feel down so horrible inside hopeless helpless and worthless people say I smile so much you seem happy when deep down inside I’m hurting I miss my father is wish he was still here on earth maybe I wouldn’t be [..more..]
hurt
missing and wanting someone to love you the way you love them is like trying to lose weight but only eating cake
You Ruined My Life
So about three years ago, a person i believed to be my friend, and who i had been friends with since age 2, decided to begin ignoring me, and my sister, whom was also friends with her. we had always suspected she was not a great person. she would constantly make us feel stupid, she [..more..]
Dear Girls Dealing With Guy Problems…
F***. Him.
Burns Like Hell
My fingers are pale, slender, and small. The skin by my nipped nails cracks from the fading fall wind and years of hard-worn abuse. They do not get wrapped in silken lotions and leather gloves, but rather are bathed in mud and harsh soaps day after day without fail. Lines embedded into my palms spin [..more..]