someone
sometimes i just feel as iif someone if there for me but i am pretty sure some one is
my 24th birthday
11.10pm if 50 minutes i would turn 24.Wow its a big number!I don’t feel happy.As a kid i used to be so excited about my birthdays ..now i just feel sad.I feel alone.I don’t know hwy i am still alive.I dream..i know hat i want to do but i cant see a way.I would break [..more..]
you’d be 48.
Hi dad, i miss you. you’ll have been gone for 7 years in a few days. the longest years of my life. you’d also be turning 48 in a few days. happy birthday! this is pointless because you’re never going to read this. i sometimes wonder where you are. like you aren’t in heaven because [..more..]
From me to you
There is a term used called ” love at first sight ” There is no such thing as falling in love at first sight . But there’s something close to that, and it happened to me twice in my life time. And you are one of them, it’s a weird feeling you get in your [..more..]
title
hi luke. i wanted to type this to you because i love you and stuff. i really love everything about you ok. i love the little nicknames we have for eachother. like you now -sweetheart -honey bun -handsome man -lfsknm there is to much but i reallly like that a lot. and like i really [..more..]
songs
I want to find new music that i like. What songs do you think i should listen too?
Love…
I see love everywhere. TV, books, etc. I thought it was a beautiful thing, but I was wrong. I’m hurting so bad now… 🙁
Replaced
I thought I was the loved one, hen her guy friend became best,, then I realised her othe friend is second best. Where does this leave me.. Third best? 🙁
Happy
I haven’t felt this happy in such a long time and it’s such a relief. I have the most amazing friends in the world and the kindest most loving boyfriend I could ask for even if he does live 60 miles away. My relationship with my parents isn’t fantastic but there’s too much history for [..more..]
Catching up
I never wanna admit it but I just need someone. Someone I can count on. lately I have been feeling alone , first my best friend decides that its time we stop hanging then everyone around me began to just disappear. Its like they found new and improved . everytime im alone I wonder if [..more..]