Catching up
I never wanna admit it but I just need someone. Someone I can count on. lately I have been feeling alone , first my best friend decides that its time we stop hanging then everyone around me began to just disappear. Its like they found new and improved . everytime im alone I wonder if [..more..]
Feels like no one likes me.
I wanna be invisible. I wanna go to an isolated place where no one knows me.
my MOM
With my mom always telling me that is my fault or that I play the roll of a victim with her. Then she says she is F***ING tired that I alwys hate the times we create (that is what she thinks in her mind). I will love that someone stood the life and time and [..more..]
Break Through
People often place their happiness off the communications of other people, such as the spark of an infatuation of a particular other. However, this has it’s negative effects, as I have witnessed throughout my years of high school. People here…They need to learn to have hobbies and interactions that make them happy in the same [..more..]
You gave up
I lead you on because I love being chased by your puppy face and adoring words. How you long for me everyday and love every inch of my body, who could say no. I said no. I took you to my heart and gave you the only piece i had. You gave me the ultimate [..more..]
prayer
Lord God please bless her. I am sorry that we so frequently do not get along, and I am sorry that I let her actions upset me when she really just needed some support. She just pisses me off so much! She asks for my help and then doesn’t listen. I try to do something [..more..]
Is everyone changing apart from me?
Okay, so I’ve been having this weird feeling since the beginning of last year. It’s as though everyone and everything is changing so dramatically around me and I can’t catch up. It started when I lost a close friend. Her and I were friends since we were four. Even after I moved away we were [..more..]
WTF?
Why is my wife such a stupid f***ing b**** sometimes? Get a f***ing brain cell, for the love of my sanity and logic and rational thought.
Confusion
I say I feel no romance for anyone, yet I cannot shake you from my mind. Am I a hypocrite? Or just unaware of what I really am? It’s complication, stating my sexuality only to draw closer to you and your confessions.
You are not me because I am no one
I feel alone and cold. My friend is ja ganja. We hang together every day and never have any real human interaction. I get too drunk to remember and I hate it,but I love it. Qof my life, except Iuite a conflicting personallity we sare in our skull. I can’t figure whatI will persue the [..more..]