Anxious aching
Although I am trying to begin again, the past loves to creep up and take a hold of my body. I just want to feel love, feel adored. Everyone has had the chance to grow up, yet I am stuck watching them all. It’s not fair, never has been. I have marred which was the [..more..]
Be careful my dear
One thing I have learnt from my experiences, is that love is not all what it seems. I believe that we fall for the people who have hurt us the most; it’s like we can’t stop ourselves, this crazy feeling inside that makes us go back to them. We can tell ourselves “there’s a chance, [..more..]
I get it, I don’t get it.
I understand that he chose her. She’s pretty and obviously he was not going to wait forever to see me again to pursue something. Maybe he feels he knows her better. Maybe she’s just THAT good in the sack. But after all that, why couldn’t he have held on that little bit longer. He liked [..more..]
ugh
I’ve been so sad for the past week, always on the edge of crying just because I kbow my dreams will never come true.
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I hate this!!!! Ugh, I use the phone the whole day which affects my study. I’m gonna fail, I have a test tomorrow and I don’t know how I’m gonna solve the questions.
My Feelings Outburst Here
I recently broke up with a guy I really because he told me “I still have feelings for my ex” I wanted to cry that day but I couldn’t I felt nothing until a day later I cried I told him “We should stay friends from now on” and I feel like an idiot I [..more..]
sterile love
I love you, do not tell me I am delusional… I know that this is love because love is so innocent, so sterile, … how can something so pure be so wrong … just say it, … it is not the same for you. but I love you,… and I will always do… I love [..more..]
You Can
Be the strange you wish too see in the world..
Ignored
I’m confessing everything and this guy seemed so numb and neglected everything I’ve said. .
Awkward moment
So I wore a dress for a change. The top of the dress was quite tight but the overall look is formal and elegant. The embarrassing moment was I walked in and my guy friend was staring at my boobs for a few seconds like he just realised that I actually am a woman. That’s [..more..]