I Think I Need To See A Doctor
So for the past three years, my life has been wonderful, but also s***. I have had a lot of days (usually February-May) when I get depressed, and have many times had suicidal thoughts… All year long, I have anxiety, and It’s caused several anxiety attacks, and I’ve had three or four panic attacks in [..more..]
Delusions
I want to be free from delusions. All I want is to use imagination meaningfully. And also use time more efficiently.
Screwed Over
My 12 step sponsor, a person who I trusted with all my secrets, a person who is supposed to help me through a difficult transition period of my life, screwed me over. All because some guy appeared to like me better. A guy rejected her asks me to the movies and she starts backstabbing me. [..more..]
Oops
I let myself catch a cold yet again… Argh… I hate enduring a cold when I need to work hard. I come from a hot country, I am not born for this crazily cold weather here in the north. I need to put my keep-warm guard on 24 x 7. Even if I become careless [..more..]
Emotional Pain
I ask myself nowadays… why can’t I feel my anger, hatred, vengeance so I called it bloodlust cage in my soul and I got all this from bully, threat, insult, curse, humiliation and a boy said to me (You don’t deserve to live so die already) and those words is still in my head for [..more..]
hey yallll
Hi, I call myself Serrin online, isn’t that cute?! I’m a little kitty kat tiger, I’m really really gay. I’m a furry! Lol I want a fursuit but I can’t get one… I work at a grocery store, I’m 40. Please date me! Kiss me! Anything. You can contact me! I live in Blue Springs [..more..]
i want to write for it will comes true
Now if sandesh is not with me. But i truly believe he will come to me for love and he wantse to marry. One day will come. When he wnts me
whywhywhywhwywhywhywhy
I hate everyone. I love everyone. I wish to die. I wish to live. Yes. No. No. Yes. I’m confused.
pathetic poet
There are a thousand thorns of deep bloody roses imbedded into the center of my hurting heart But I didn’t lose anyone. No one cared to break my heart. I only alone allowed that damn rose to grow.
Small fears
It’s the small things I think about when I’m all alone….like, I wish I had a mother to talk my fears over with. I’m completely scared of being a mother again. I don’t want to do it. What if I die? What if I end up sick again? I love this man I know I’m [..more..]