Posted by WhatsLeftOfMe on 2015/03/01 under Uncategorized I recently broke up with a guy I really because he told me “I still have feelings for my ex” I wanted to cry that day but I couldn’t I felt nothing until a day later I cried I told him “We should stay friends from now on” and I feel like an idiot I want him back. But, to me it feels like its over…I want to die just talking about this…I wish he could hear me cry, I wish he could feel what I’m feeling inside…and I’ve finally told him before we broke up how i felt about him…I feel used, unwanted, unloved, lost, empty…I don’t know what to do anymore…I felt as if he was my one true love but now…that’s all GONE! I wish he could understand how much he means to me. How much I cared for him and still do. And when we talk it’s not the same anymore every word I say is empty I may say things like “Cool” or “I’m happy for you” but those are just empty words that I force myself to say this things..I’ve chosen to distant myself from all our friends and even my family they started to ask “Where is she?” or “Can you come out of your room” But I don’t answer them even at dinner there’s an empty chair and plate I’ve closed off all ties with old friends and new friends just Because of him and now.
I. Don’t. Exist. Anymore.