People are like weather
Sometimes I think people are just like weather, changing by the minute. Bright and warm this moment, then cold and rainy in the next. I am always confused. I used to spend hours pondering what really happened. But now I refuse to have my mood meddled with because of these. Let them be weather then. [..more..]
Time Will Tell
I cry silently. I don’t breathe loudly or scream. My shoulders shake as my head hangs low with my hair masking the tears. I’ve grown up cry alone and silently. I despise crying in front of others, I feel exposed and weak. Yet, I want them to know but I don’t. Strange, huh? I want [..more..]
Trapped
My childhood was awesome, but everything afterwards is just a mess. I’ve been through severe bullying, sexual harassment (coming from my own grandmother, nonetheless), a near-death experience (caused by septicaemia), toxic friendships, one emotionally abusive “relationship” (it wasn’t official – another reason for my suffering) and right when I started coming to terms with my [..more..]
Aggravated
People need to learn to fight their own battles, not use other people to lessen the backlash.
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help me
im going insane. i cant do anything. im constantly in fear. i havent laughed from my heart since since…i dont know. the only thing that keeps me alive is when i can feel null, watching tv or listening to music or reading. if i start thinking, i know all i want to do is die. [..more..]
Don’t Wanna
I don’t want to do it. Why, you say? Well, I just don’t want to. You want to know the truth? Okay, I’ll say it loud and clear with a megaphone, I DON’T WANT TO DO IT BECAUSE I DON’T WANT TO. STOP TRYING TO PRESSURE ME TO MAKE ME DO WHAT YOU WANT ME [..more..]
Lies
Death is my biggest fear but I always joke about it with everyone just to make myself feel better.
Emotional pain
Emotions are scary for someone who navigates the world with the mind; thoughts are the tools to make sense of experiences, and feelings are not seen as trustworthy. It is when we are broken to our core that we are forced to recognize that feelings hold the answers that our hearts cannot make sense of [..more..]
I’m lost…
I at lost for words. I have no idea what I’m doing. What in the world is going to make me feel better? What is going to help me see what I’m suppose to do? How will I even know? I’m in love but I guess maybe that’s not enough to keep who I have. [..more..]