I can’t get a full week of consistency from anyone
Okay this is my last time writing about anything negative (not likely because this is where I get everything off of my chest), and I truly do want to stop complaining. However , I've noticed a trend with all of my "friends" and majority of my significant others , I can never get at least [..more..]
My life is messed up
I feel as though no one cares for me, and I had one true friend who mived away last month, it's been hard but I've thought to see through it, so I really need someone to tell me if I need to make better friends, ones that don't leave me when they are in trouble, [..more..]
my worrys LOL
sometimes I wonder if I'm going to wake up after I lay my head on my pillow will I wake back up or will my family wake back up. I don't know why but I cold just totally wake up and seeing the world just on fire or just my house or one o my [..more..]
starr
OMG!! I took my starr test and it was my math and I totally think I failed it I was so out of my mind didn't know what I was thing guessing on the word problems because I just wanted to get some sleep and I didn't want to be the kid who makes everyone [..more..]
THIS CYCLE OF DAYS NEVER END
I wake up and realize, hey, it's a new day. Things will get better, despite being fifteen minutes late from leaving early for the schooling hours. "Things will get better," yeah, I thought. I really f***ing thought that. I'm jokingly beaten into a horrible mindset and it's only the first hour. The later and more [..more..]
OVERTHINKING
I do it all the time. I overthink to the point where it becomes a reality. The point where I believe things that are maybe true. I want to not believe the false things I tell myself. But every time, every second of my useless life, I believe the things I tell myself. My friends [..more..]
i miss him
So I have had been casually "dating" this boy on and off since October. He has done so many things to me over the course of these last few months and honestly it sucks. I always feel so bad about myself, for one he always calls me ugly as a joke but it still hurts. [..more..]
I’m so lonley
I'm a teenager, like many other teens my life is a total s***show. I'm failing majority of my classes and I only have 2 weeks left in school, my mom and I have a horrible relationship and she doesn't understand me. She is trying to send me away and my grandma is always in her [..more..]
Nature
hope, hope gets lost in places that need it the most. So I ask, give hope to the people that need it. this is just a message I made on the 5/13/2018 because I need a place to write freely without being question. Why is the internet so very… aggressive. the power it hold… think [..more..]
Nature
hope, hope gets lost in places that need it the most. So I ask, give hope to the people that need it. this is just a message I made on the 5/13/2018 because I need a place to write freely without being question. Why is the internet so very… aggressive. the power it hold… think [..more..]