Paris
im going to paris next summer and I AM SO EXCITED OMGGGGGGGGG! ive wanted to go ever since i can remember and its gonna be amazing and fab and beautiful and my friend and i are planning our outfits because obv you have to wear parisian chic and its just going to be so so [..more..]
When I was younger…
I use to be pretty chubby. I was always the “fat one” in the house. My family always talked about it, I never said anything… I just cried. I would lock myself in the bathroom and just stare at my stomach and ask myself why I wasn’t skinny like the other girls or why did [..more..]
I honestly don’t know anymore…
I’m just so done trying. I’m done trying to become close to anyone ever again because every single time I do, they leave. There’s no point to it. I just want someone to hug me. I want someone to be there for me whenever I need someone to talk to. And not just anyone, someone [..more..]
freedom is not always free in our life :(
Lord gusto ko po ng freedom 🙁 gusto ko po sila laging makasama bawat oras 🙁 ayoko po umuwi lagi 🙁 ayoko po mahiwalay 🙁 haaaaayy ayoko na dito sa bahay tanginaa this :< ang saket saket :(( sana po wag akong mawalay sa kanila please lng po.sila nalang po kasama ko malapit na kame [..more..]
lifes hard for me.
Yesterday my boyfriend went to a party with out me i was fine with that cause i can trust him but when i started texting him he sounded like he was giving me attitude and i got upset ans i told him well then today i woke up and texted him sorry and then i [..more..]
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one day three autumns
I just read this chinese thought, … i really f***ed up, not letting you near me.Every time you tried, i hid. Everytime i tried to do it, i shut down. Making you feel like i dont care, like i dont listen. I did , and the last time i thought, we have so much in [..more..]
Scared
I feel like im losing my soul… Every move i make turns to @*##. I cant keep a relationship…with anyone. I know that im a pain in the ass, but i also know that im very misunderstood at times. Im not a typical depressive. Well, let me anonymously tell yall something. I was a heroin [..more..]
feelings
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tried and done
feeling pretty ugly and lonely right now…going into my depress state…not thinking straight…don’t know what to do…love is nothing cause am not getting it….just tried……