myself
i have always wanted a life..where i get the freedom to take my own decisions… i took a decision to be with the person whp loves me so much…and i love him too.as much as he does..but sometimes i feel suffocating..actually always.i feel like somewhere deep within i am killing the actual me..i am transforming [..more..]
what do i want
sometimes i wonder what exactly this life is supposed to be..i dont knw what i am doing..m just walking on..without knowing where i am supposed to be… i just feel like hell..every moment these days..:(:(seems like there’s been something i haven’t been getting and i didn’t even realise then..but now..i know..what i have ever wanted..was [..more..]
Humiliation
I hate everything!!! How could this happen!!!!! it’s not fair!! I’ve never felt this humiliated ! I just feel like dying everything is crap ! Why, does one bad thing after the other happen to me !!!!!
Friends moving on
I used to have this really close knit group of girls as my friends. We would always have sleepovers, tell eachtother everything, and gossip at lunch. That is, until G moved in. She was the prettiest girl I had ever seen and all the boys loved her. And she became friends with my group quickly. [..more..]
How Can I Be Happy With Myself?
Every time I look in the mirror I pick out my imperfections. My body is not good enough, my skin is not tan enough, my nose is too big. It bothers me, but I cannot stop. I have tried starving myself, but that just leads to binging later because I get hungry. I do not [..more..]
collarbones
tonight i am sad. i also feel quite lonely. it seems as if i always choose the wrong people. i tend to care too much about the people who care about me and vise-versa. i keep thinking of the way he sounded so sad when he talked to me today. i have been cold to [..more..]
Broken.
This is really weird for me.. I usually don’t tell people exactly what I’m feeling, let alone random people.. But something has been on my mind and I just need to vent. There’s this boy.. our families have been friends forever and over the summer I started developing feelings for him. We texted.. & everyday [..more..]
falling down
You may have felt in love…but not like I did.I thought I owned th world in my hands .thought that I will no more need the air to breath because her being besied me is enough.what woud you do if your dreams burned infront of your eyes? I wish some one could understand. I am [..more..]
Overwhelmed.
I feel like I’m suffocating. I know that I shouldn’t be so focused on school, that I should live my life a little, but I’m so scared. I’m so scared of failure, of becoming someone I wouldn’t like, of doing things that would make me regret anything at all. I’m so scared of living that [..more..]
Sadness in My Heart
I dated this guy my whole high school days. We broke up because we did not want to have to deal with the long distance relationship. However, we have kept a strong, honest, fun friendship. He constantly makes jokes about being in a relationship again since we are almost finish with college. I really love [..more..]