Too Early
Today is not my day. I hate waking up early and having to face all of my school issues. :/
She’s Never Going To Love You Like I Want To, You Just See Right Through Me But If You Only Knew Me…
There is this guy ok? And he like, beyond beautiful and perfect. His eyes are green, and he has perfect white teeth, and messy sandy colored beach hair. He plays football, and says the funniest things. Picture Leonardo Dicaprio in Titanic days. That is what this kid looks like. I have known his for awhile [..more..]
My Sister Is Horrible
My younger sister is such a b**** but no one sees it. She is rude to everyone in my family yet never gets into trouble. She is twelve years old, and acts like she is twenty. My parents always get mad at her, but they always give her a second chance and do not ground [..more..]
Death
I’m scared of death. Not to myself or anything, although I’m scared of what’s on the other side when I do die. I guess I’m just scared moreso of being alone. My parents are older, not old exactly but when your 14 and your dad’s 60 you think a lot about it, and are aware [..more..]
Well it’s like this…
I don’t care if this is a site to catch depressed people to find hem and put them through theropy. I don’t care if you find my ip address and try and get me to change my mind. See this is not a suicide note, nor do I want to commit it. Some would say [..more..]
I can’t do it alone!
I don’t know what to do! I don’t HAVE to work with them, I know I shouldn’t either, they are unreliable and I would end up doing most of the work, but I just can’t do it on my own! No one else will help me, no one else is left! It’s either with them [..more..]
Everything I’ve Wanted.
If you have seen my last post- STW9999 title name is broken. You’ll understand this.. So this boy, my love… everyday, I see him and his new girlfriend every day, it seems like almost everywhere I walk at school I see them and I get even more heartbroken. Never in a million years did I [..more..]
MY MATES :(
i see u ridin around with my mates and i’m thinking f*** off…all she is is a mindf***er i’m sick of seeing her face all i wanna do is smash her prick face into the tire of my car and get away with running her over…i wanna go sniff my ‘ominous white powder’ my mate [..more..]
myself
i have always wanted a life..where i get the freedom to take my own decisions… i took a decision to be with the person whp loves me so much…and i love him too.as much as he does..but sometimes i feel suffocating..actually always.i feel like somewhere deep within i am killing the actual me..i am transforming [..more..]
what do i want
sometimes i wonder what exactly this life is supposed to be..i dont knw what i am doing..m just walking on..without knowing where i am supposed to be… i just feel like hell..every moment these days..:(:(seems like there’s been something i haven’t been getting and i didn’t even realise then..but now..i know..what i have ever wanted..was [..more..]