I miss you
I’d give 10 years of my life away to get you back for a single week. I miss you my friend, and I loved you so much, you were taken from me too soon.
ILOVE YOU
For the past 4 years i have been cutting. over friends, family, relationships. and i always have a fake smile on. unless i am with him. he makes me smile so much my cheeks start to hurt. i don’t have a single bad thought in my mind. i always want to be with him. when [..more..]
Helpless
I’m falling, down a hole and i cant see anything but black. this hole of mine never ends. i cant see the light at the top anymore and there is nothing for me to grasp on to pull myself back to the top. i cant lean on anything i am just falling. and the scary [..more..]
can’t stop thinking. need help.
i have this friend and she judges me all the time. i never do anything like that to her. she has attitude and i don’t do what she wishes then she becomes annoyed and she wont talk to me and ignore me. i have a guy i like -a lot actually- and she just judges [..more..]
A song written in duress.
I’m going crazy and no one seems to care. I’m heading downward, but apparently outwardly I’m the exactly the same. Insanity is claiming me, and I just wonder if maybe it’s because of my partial fame. I’ve played the drug money game for far to long, and now I see it here while writing this [..more..]
HELP MEE what do i doooo!?
im alone with him in his house…..should i ”make a move”?? no, we are NOT together but we both want eachother and i am sure of that cuz he has been flirting with me ever since he met me and he is a very decent guy and UGH!!!! WILL HE THINK IM TAKING THINGS TO [..more..]
should i just have sex with him no matter what my past is??
i mean when i was 14 i got raped by a friend of one of my exes. . .it really affected my love life. i was a virgin and someone just took that from me.. i tried fighting back of course but im very skinny and i wasnt working out back then so he got [..more..]
On Possibility
The only chains which can bind us, are those crafted by our own hands… Eventually, words will lose their meaning Eventually, your name will just be another sound “Would a rose, by any other name, smell as sweet?” So, with the only thing you ever have, the fleeting moment that is now; do what you [..more..]
today january 16th 2013
I was not going to write anymore until I have sex well that did not happen no sex but I like to write so here I am my mom be here sunday but I got to do somethings but I didn’t have sex I mean I did everything people wanted me to do go every [..more..]
Are we friends or we more? I’m not sure.
There is this boy and I am in love with him. And do things for him a little too much. He copies my math homework and uses my pencils because I love him and I want him to maybe love me too. He asks me a lot of things. Like if I have a boyfriend [..more..]