Don’t know how i feel about the past
I guess i don’t wanna be with the people from my past.. Everytime i think of the memories we had i wish i could be with them again. But when i see them now, i’m happy that we don’t talk anymore. It’s not because they’ve changed, they’re exactly the same… I think… Honestly i don’t [..more..]
Why?
Life’s unfair, I accepted that now. I want to be a professional make-up artist, but my parents are not convinced so I have to take up nursing. But, I mean just why? I wanna get out of this town and get a life and love it, but it seems like I can’t have it.
nothing
Life sucks so bad right now that i just wanna laugh about it!
just a thought
sometimes i feel like screaming sometimes all i wanna do is cry but he’s not worth a tear to shed i used to think that i just wasn’t good enough i used to think that i just wasn’t trying hard enough but now i know that your just not good enough.. for me.. for my [..more..]
Thoughts on giving brains
I always thought I shouldn’t be scared to give head. Why do I feel like I’m not normal or good enough for this society. All they do is snake you and build you up to something you don’t know if you wanna be. I want it all to change and do things when I’m ready [..more..]
Past
My past is haunting me.. It’s not because my past was bad, it was good.. But it’s the people who i was with.. I had some of my best times of my life with them.. And now because of some things happened, i don’t talk to any of them.. Now it’s like that past is [..more..]
…
I just wanna be happy… that’s all.. I just want to feel it without fearing something bad is gonna come..
Figure it out
I really don’t get you right now. One moment you seem like your head over heals for me and then the next you just wanna be my friend. I even told you I liked you. You held my hand and you kissed me,all I want is you. I don’t know what’s going on in that [..more..]
bday
my bday party is comin and i dont wanna think about it so how do i 4get?
Life…
They say life is what you make it.. I’ve tried so hard to make it what i want.. But everything keeps getting worse, i don’t know where i’m going in life, and i feel alone. I just wanna escape. everyday i wanna escape from the life i have, because i have tried so many times [..more..]