Too Fast?
My ex boyfriend and I got back together. We broke up last year mutually because we were both going to different colleges and stuff. He has seen other people in the past year, and so have I. We got back together about a month ago and he has invited me to go on a vacation [..more..]
ghjdfhw
and im not mad at no one.i know its not only my choice.but i think its not much is it?maybe im wrong,maybe it to much to ask,maybe its f***ing you up when you are with me? idk,you didnt throw stuff at me when you saw me or something.am i to boring? or crazy? i dont [..more..]
sister un loved
my older sister makes me feel ugly and want to end my life. i took a picture with her top but i was going to give it back and she commented it on the picture give me it back so on then the wrote on my wall saying to end your life but i didn’t [..more..]
everything is wrong
I keep hoping for everything to get better, but it doesn’t. When one little things goes right a thousand things go wrong and i just can’t handle it. Everytime there’s a smile on my face, i just know something is gonna go wrong and i fear that all the time. I can’t run away from [..more..]
decisions
I suck at making decisions, i always have. I really don’t know why. When it comes to choosing, i never know what or which to choose.. Somehow, since i can’t choose, somebody else comes and makes the decision for me, to something that i don’t want. I never know what i want more.. How do [..more..]
Random things
So i recently read 50 shades of grey. Just like ever women out there. But i didnt enjoy the book, not for the kinky stuff, but the affection that Christian shows Ana. I look and my husband (married 4 months) and he doesnt show me any apart from when he wants things….. He sees people [..more..]
11-06-12(17:28:33)
I just feel very insecure about a lot of stuff. Sometimes i know i’m being insecure about trivial, non-important stuff. There is no use of such fears, they just make me a negative person. I dont want to be a negative person. I want to be a positive person
24-05-12(0:48:01)
My dad pisses me off so much. He is extremely narrow-minded. He isn’t open to anyone’s ideas and doesn’t cooperate when someone is trying to teach him something useful. And then he randomly gets pissed at everyone because “we don’t do anything around the house” when we actually do chores that are assigned to us. [..more..]
18-05-12(13:42:23)
i have a boyfriend…who i love very much. And he says the same thing, but how do i know he really does? hes done stuff in the past and i let it go because thats how much i like him, and i dont let what hes done change how i feel abtt him!!! what do [..more..]
03-05-12(22:19:37)
my friends can be so apathetic sometimes. they just go on without consideration for me most of the time when it comes down to stuff like making plans and it’s annoying, really. They’re cool when we hang out at school and stuff, but they just need to make more of an effort outside of that.