and im not mad at no one.i know its not only my choice.but i think its not much is it?maybe im wrong,maybe it to much to ask,maybe its f***ing you up when you are with me? idk,you didnt throw stuff at me when you saw me or something.am i to boring? or crazy? i dont know.im just typing this and still i miss and i miss and i miss.probably like the whole point.i dont see the freaking picture or something.,idk why does it have to be so comlicated