Accident
I don’t know if you know how much it meant to me that you called to ask what happened. That you’ve held a conversation with me for most of the day. I know you care, and you always have. You said so last night. I’m not just anybody to you; I’m somebody to you, so [..more..]
wrong
I see him glancing at me time to time. I am not sure whether its what I think ot is or I am just assuming. But the confusion here is about my feelings. I had a crush on his friend last year, he was pretty much my enemy actually when I realized that fighting with [..more..]
Alone ..
Can you go through life alone? I’m feeling alone as hell and i’m tired of trying to be somebody’s friend, or whatever it is. I don’t really hang out with a lot of people and i have no one to talk to.. Can a person really handle life like that? In the end you’re standing [..more..]
decisions
I suck at making decisions, i always have. I really don’t know why. When it comes to choosing, i never know what or which to choose.. Somehow, since i can’t choose, somebody else comes and makes the decision for me, to something that i don’t want. I never know what i want more.. How do [..more..]
Unsure..
Just not knowing where you stand with somebody has to be one of the worst feelings ever, unsure where the relationship’s going is horrible, I’m scared and worried…
15-04-12(5:39:58)
Everytime I look at some other girl’s photos I can’t help but think why are they so damn beautiful? I feel ugly. I feel hated. People hate me secretly and others just dont give a f*** about me. They feel ashamed of me and of course I’m just somebody they know.. because I’m not good [..more..]
27-03-12(21:42:25)
Do you ever miss the times when it was so easy to be with somebody? No explanations, fights or questions about your intentions? When it just was amazing to be around the person present in your life, at that moment in time, everytime?
20-03-12(2:26:37)
Saying i dont care is maybe one of the meanest things you can say to somebody. Whether if it is your grandma aunt uncle parents or your closest friend. It is a symble of rudity and is a very low thing to say. When you say i dont care, its like your saying you dont [..more..]
14-10-11(5:53:16)
You’re really leaving in a year… off to those adventures I know you’ll have. I know some small part of you wants to stay, but I know that you really are supposed to go off somewhere like that. You’re much bigger and better than me, this college, and this tiny, depressing, trapping town that I’ll [..more..]