10-11-11(7:27:44)

I keep thinking that im the worse friend although im not i call i text im the first person to be there for them and yet im nothing to them it makes me feel so alone they say oh ill text you or o lets hang out only to never get a text a call [..more..]

13-09-11(19:46:25)

It makes so sad when I think about the good old times (when I could carelessly go outside and play or the old west and the way they lived back then) and how they’re forever gone. I’m also constantly obsessed with the future; I keep thinking of what career should I pursue and how I’m [..more..]

11-09-11(7:45:12)

I am lost in this moment. Lost in time. Just want to sleep and dream about the old days. Just want to sleep and dream about the way it was supposed to be. I can’t cry, cause someone might see. So I have to keep this inside of me. I heard a song the other [..more..]

I used to be a likeable girl…

I used to be a likeable girl, a girl who was full with energy, a girl that never thought about negative things, a girl that used to be.. popular. Who am I? I dont know what to do anymore, I feel worthless and lack of communication. and I realize.. I dont have a life. I [..more..]

I feel so empty, its been more than 4 months…i miss him. i just wanna say the words to him. everytime i wanna talk to him something holds me backk and i just couldnt press enter. i dont know why i feel this way. all i know is..im desperate for him i want him beside [..more..]