Break up
Going through a tough break up is really starting to take a tole on my self image. I find myself constantly comparing myself to the new girls in his life and the old ones and its tearing down my self confidence, self esteem, and my mood daily. I just wish I had someone to remind [..more..]
Reflection on Life
What happens if your dreams don’t come true no matter how much you try? What happens if something, whether it is your intelligence or your low self-esteem/low self-confidence, is keeping you from moving on and making progress on your goals? It has always been said that no dream is unobtainable if you try hard enough. [..more..]
I wish
I wish I was the “hott” girlfriend. The one that when you get introduced to your boyfriends friends they high five him. Or maybe I just wish my boyfriend was more in to me, or maybe at least showed more interest in me, or at least respected me enough to not talk about how good [..more..]
How Can I Be Happy With Myself?
Every time I look in the mirror I pick out my imperfections. My body is not good enough, my skin is not tan enough, my nose is too big. It bothers me, but I cannot stop. I have tried starving myself, but that just leads to binging later because I get hungry. I do not [..more..]
Love is a complicated thing
Let me tell you a story about my life. When I think back my previous relationships, it seems like i fall into this weird, half-happy/half-melancholic state every time i fall in love. I may burst into tears of joy just because i love him so ridiculously much, but at the same time I’m sad and [..more..]