FML

i suffered from depression ever since i was a lil girl. my boyfriend just went to jail i miss him like crazy i feel so empty and lonely its not even funny.. havent been out for a couple of days dont feel like going no where dont feel like eating im just really f***ed up.. [..more..]

13-04-12(11:27:09)

How about a change? Turning the car around and ride far, far away in the direction, that has nothing to do with the one that I am heading to right now? Change, change, change… Big word. Deep thoughts. Always only thoughts. Stream of consciousness, no action.

08-02-12(6:25:33)

I am frustrated right now. I feel like my life is going on around me and I am on a ride that is going to fast for me to jump off. I had to quit my job due to health issues and although the health issue have not resolved i am finding myself feeling antsy. [..more..]

22-01-12(1:40:34)

Life, I thought was supposed to be an unforgettable ride. Well, I’ve come to realize LIFE is a ride that sometimes you wish you could forget but sadly memories remain. The life you expected is not the life you get. I did’nt want riches or fine things all I wanted was someone to love and [..more..]

02-01-12(4:55:31)

Life is like a roller coaster. You have your ups and your downs. But sometimes the ride’s just too short. So enjoy every second of it before it’s over.

Love is just a word, an empty meaningless word that one says to another when one wants one thing or another, why did i belive it why did i care, i was played a fool, i look like a tool, there was so much pain, but i held on the train, it was a long [..more..]