Should I…?

Should I tell him the truth about how I feel? We’ve both moved on and I’m almost positive he doesn’t feel the same but when we are around each other I swear I feel such strong tension but I’m too scared to tell him I still love him, that I never stopped loving him. My [..more..]

Trust.

The one person, my Mother, that I only ever truly trusted. Commited suicide. I don’t think that there is really an answer on how to re-learn everything. But it seems that trusting people is now my biggest problem. I can’t understand this. How am I supposed to trust anyone? Why does it seem like people [..more..]

19-04-12(21:05:13)

Cathy you always think that your better than anyone else. you don’t care how other people feel, just yourself. when your feeling down and are crying i always help you. i can’t belive you ignored me just to see my reaction, and when ever i asked you something like why you were ignoring me, you [..more..]

16-04-12(22:57:37)

i wish i was a happy, secure, popular person. right now i feel so depressed and ready to cry. i am so jealous of confident, funny people who have loads of friends and a really carefree attitude. i care too much about little things. i think too much and do too little. my life is [..more..]

21-08-11(11:23:01)

come on Get up come on I am waiting for you and you are still sleeping why I am here worry about but you are nt showing any reaction why why? then she replied why you are distrubing then I said -cuz I love you

…like spilling my guts. Writing to strangers and hearing their thoughts, because no one I’ve talked to all ready has any good explanations for me. The thing is – there’s this boy. There always is. His name… we’ll say Nick. And mine.. Natalie. But here is how the story goes. We met, became friends, then [..more..]