New year, new me
I want to get past all of my troubles all of my mistakes and start over. No more drugs no more smoking no more drinking too much and no more one night stands. I can do this.
here and now
i find myself sitting up all night with nothing to do but think, all i want is love and to love again, i feel like this will never happen
Just leave me alone.
I don’t have time for you…well I do but I already am annoyed by you. You lied to me about something stupid, but important to me the first night we hung out. I always have to go to your house because you’re too broke to go out and do something fun. You say all these [..more..]
parents arguing
My parents are splitting and they keep getting me involved in every single f***ing thing that happens between them and. I just can’t take it anymore. I just want to curl up into a tiny ball and cry myself to sleep every night and never wake up 🙁 I’ve even debated cutting myself but I [..more..]
On my mind
If only you thought about me just half as much as I think about you. We hung out that night, and to you the sweet little gestures you did were just the way you are, I know that, but I can’t stop replaying them in my head. You’ve taken over my mind, I wish I [..more..]
Accident
I don’t know if you know how much it meant to me that you called to ask what happened. That you’ve held a conversation with me for most of the day. I know you care, and you always have. You said so last night. I’m not just anybody to you; I’m somebody to you, so [..more..]
MOVING ON
IS THE SECOND NIGHT WITHOUT HIM…I LEFT HIS HOUSE HE WAS ABUSING ME FOR A LONG TIME AND I JUST HADE ENOUGH. THE FIRST NIGHT WAS SO DIFFICULT COULDNT SLEEP CUZ I WAS PICTURING HIM NOT CARING ABOUT WHAT HE HAVE DONE AND NOT REALISING THAT HE HAS A PROBLEM.THE TRUTH IS THAT I CARE [..more..]
Please help
My life is spiraling out of control, I just found out we are moving, I have finally got something good here and I love it but now it’s being taken away from me. I’m losing my mind, all I want to do is fall asleep and stay asleep, I look forward to sleeping at night [..more..]
huh
sometimes i just don’t know what i’m doing what am i thinking what goes through my mind. one more night….that was a good one. one more night i dreamed it was a good one. who what when where bam its all gone. wait but hi everyone in about 2 years i will barely ever talk [..more..]
ifdfg
I made a promise last f***ing night not to cut and literally hours later I just want to f***ing kill myself. I AM WORTHLESS.