happy tears.

Have you ever just been happy for no reason? You just feel calm, like nothing bad can ever happen to you. Like when you are riding in the back of the car, and you look back and see the stars and you feel so full of life. Or when you are listening to that music [..more..]

10-06-12(12:20:14)

a song, brings back the memories of a thousand feelings, my “first” gave me a song, and i listen to it over and over again and all i see is his face, although he talks to me everyday, he is never going to feel what i feel and what i have been feeling for so [..more..]

10-11-11(6:50:44)

every day is just a pain to live through. I see you in everywhere i go, its like im being tormented by your memories. I don’t know what else to do, i feel like i do not deserve this. i love you so much it breaks my heart to pieces, and everyday i pick them [..more..]

15-09-11(19:10:35)

I really think I loved you, or at least I could have loved you for the rest of my life. Time and time again I try to convince myself that what happened wasn’t my fault: I believed you loved me too, or could. All my friends blame you. But I don’t doubt for a second [..more..]

He’s 18, I’m 16. He’s in grade 12, Graduating, Moving away, Growing up, Going off to College in August, and has a very successful life ahead of him. I’m extremely happy for him, except… I’m in grade 10, Graduating in 2 years, Partying, Drinking, Hating school, doing what any regular 16 year old girl would [..more..]

When I move please for get me for I will most definitely forget you I will forget the pain of missing you all So I ask you to forget the pain of missing me But I ask you remember the memories Because I most definitely will not forget the memories To all my friends I [..more..]