Love will never come to me.
I like this guy and I always thought he was pretty cute but Id never talk to him. It was only till 9th grade and I had classes with him to realize that he was smart but a class clown and a golf star. He always joked around with me like he would hug me [..more..]
somewhere out there
have you ever thought that things isn’t that impossible? have u ever thought that some things are meant to be keep? Often keeping all this I am kind of tired. I had someone but when it is no longer strong, I had to be and must be.. when can I have a place to rest [..more..]
17-05-12(17:41:01)
I hate my parents, i don’t know why they gave birth to us. Dad was too involved with his own life, drinking and friends. Dad used to beat up mom and she was too involved with her issues. mom was forced to give up her first child for adoption, by my MIL and my dad [..more..]
09-05-12(6:52:03)
Tonight I wanted to call you. I wanted to hug you and tell you how much I care about you. Every night I want to kiss you and see you smile. The other morning I watched how perfectly your mouth parted just when you started to fall asleep. I could feel your arms relax their [..more..]
28-04-12(17:38:15)
There is this girl that i like but im confused? Get ready for a long read. Basically there is this girl that i really liked for ages (and i mean years) and recently in the past year, we have got quite close to each other. first of all she used to say that she really [..more..]
05-04-12(22:36:38)
first thing i want to say is .birthdays are fun thay make me happy and all the presents are grate and fun to play with but now i relized that family is more better than presents candy or things because things like presents or candy cant love you hug you kiss you or tuck you [..more..]
05-03-12(5:54:41)
Why don’t they say ‘I love you’? Those words are foreign to me now. I heard my father say it to me once before bed, a long time ago. I cried all night long. I long for them to tell me those words, to hold me in their arms and let me cry all my [..more..]
25-02-12(2:50:22)
i feel so alone, basically everyday.. and in reality i am. i went from living with a guy and seeing him everyday.. even though are relationship was horrid i didn’t feel alone. im happy i left him but now i live in a 2 bed room house somewhere in downtown riverside alone. i wish people [..more..]
09-02-12(2:58:52)
its just one of those nights where i miss you so much it hurts. i’m mad that your life ended this way, in such a preventable way. but i’m more mad at the fact that i won’t get another conversation with you. another music battle where we try to outdo each other with hipster bands [..more..]
30-01-12(2:48:08)
Dear Mom and Dad, You guys don’t love each other. Seeing you guys together is painful; you never hug, never kiss, never even say you love the other. You have arguments, but for my sisters sake and mine, you never fight. You know, honestly, sometimes I wish that you guys would get a divorce. Seeing [..more..]