you don’t now

I don’t want to be without you.I don’t want to be what i will be without you.I don’t want a excuse for moving on.I don’t want to.I can’t.Not without you.

Glue

I think I am stuck in the wrong place. I know I made the right decision with my career but I am not so sure about the college. The College I am in is not the right place for me. What scares me more is that I am stuck and there is no way to [..more..]

excuse the language

putangina mo mamatay ka na.gago pakyu ka!!!

25-05-12(23:34:43)

I find myself getting more attached to him, it is quite unfortunate as I don’t really know if the feelings are mutual. He claims to love me as much as I love him, but sometimes I feel like its an excuse to keep me around.

13-09-11(2:17:22)

for once, i was proud today. proud of myself. and i didn’t feel so worthless. but then you took it away from me and threw my face in it. and tonight, even though my scars have faded, i picked up the blade and made new ones. now i’m back to my old self. the worthless, [..more..]

…like spilling my guts. Writing to strangers and hearing their thoughts, because no one I’ve talked to all ready has any good explanations for me. The thing is – there’s this boy. There always is. His name… we’ll say Nick. And mine.. Natalie. But here is how the story goes. We met, became friends, then [..more..]