New year, new me
I want to get past all of my troubles all of my mistakes and start over. No more drugs no more smoking no more drinking too much and no more one night stands. I can do this.
Am I alone?
I am sitting here by myself drinking wine as I’ve done so many nights… I wake up feeling like s*** but continue to do it. I’m in a so called relationship with a man that is so emotionally stunted I can’t even begin to describe. I’ve been in this relationship for 10 years and we [..more..]
this is me
im so confused about life i feel like i really am all alone. im tired of the same routine of selling weed and smoking weed and drinking everytime i go out. why did life have to do this to me? why did i have to make those decisions? alot of times i look in the [..more..]
My Dad
My father the f*** up he is he got himself in the crazy house through some bogus mumbo jumbo whatever. My father would have been out of this place by now. But he f***s up… he makes his stay longer… permanent, simply through drinking rubbing alcohol… he could have killed himself. He put me through [..more..]
drifting away
i feel like i drifted away from my body.once highschool started i started doing things that i shouldnt of..like drinking or getting high. my old friends keep asking why iv changed ut the answer is i dont really know. i just ended up making different friends that do this stuff so i tagged along with [..more..]
17-05-12(17:41:01)
I hate my parents, i don’t know why they gave birth to us. Dad was too involved with his own life, drinking and friends. Dad used to beat up mom and she was too involved with her issues. mom was forced to give up her first child for adoption, by my MIL and my dad [..more..]
24-04-12(22:56:37)
I’m failing 3 grades right now my parents hate me right now. My stepfather is on a b trip but it’s been like a year now and he hasn’t come back, so my moms all stressed out with my two brothers. My dad is a party animal and on nights when I have school keeps [..more..]
09-04-12(20:48:29)
there is my boyfriend and there is this other guy i really like. me and my best friend and him got togehter one morning instead of going to school. we started at 8 o clock in the morning drinking, and ended up kissing. i kissed with him and she kissed with him, and it was [..more..]
He’s 18, I’m 16. He’s in grade 12, Graduating, Moving away, Growing up, Going off to College in August, and has a very successful life ahead of him. I’m extremely happy for him, except… I’m in grade 10, Graduating in 2 years, Partying, Drinking, Hating school, doing what any regular 16 year old girl would [..more..]
I am so done with everything and people. I just want to runaway an hide. Life is so hard, never enough money, no real friends, people are mean and lie. I wish I could just pick up my family and move to some deserted island and just live their with them for the rest of [..more..]