I feel sad
I don’t know what i’m doing with life.. I have a little depression and i just don’t know what to do. I guess it’s okay not to know where you are going.. But aren’t you suppose to have an idea ? A plan? Something? I feel all alone…
I’ve never forgotten how much i hurt you
You were my first real girlfriend, i was so in love with you that nothing else mattered, everyone hates a cheat and that’s especially true to the guy who did the cheating, i have never been able to live with myself since i broke your heart, i’ve sank in and out of depression, alchoholism and [..more..]
I hate my mom
I literally hate her. Her verbal abuse and depression has me so depressed myself that I’ve contemplated killing myself. She pressures me to be perfect. I’ve developed eating disorders, OCD, bipolar disorder, and I’m afraid of things that I’ve never been afraid of before. I wrote about her abuse and my plot to kill myself [..more..]
This is life
I feel like i’ve learned so much about life in so short time. And yet i feel all of it is useless? Every second in life is worth gold, i understand that, i definitely agree. But how can you possibly think about that when your sad in depression or whatever? When you’re really sad there [..more..]
Nothing is ever going to be ok
I was diagnosed with depression last year i stopped taking my tablets it started to get worse i went back today and im back on the meds;/ I dont want peoples attention i dont want sympothy i just want to get my feeling out somewhere and not let anyone i know, know how i really [..more..]
Not worth it anymore
I used to wake up and be happy to go to school. Now I am a senior and it is so hard. People say I will miss high school, but I really won’t. They don’t know what I go through. On a day to day basis I am constantly being judged. People make fun of [..more..]
Confused & Paniced
Okay, so I think I like this guy, and hes one of my best friends. We like alot of the same thing, and he puts up with my randomness. But im not sure if I like him… I dont know what its like to love someone anymore. I post on here alot, and in my [..more..]
Fixing a Depression
I am having a hard time dealing with the whole “friend” situation. I graduated from high school about 2 years ago and in high school, I had a huge main group of friends. We were always going out doing things together, getting dressed up for football games together, you name it. After I graduated high [..more..]
Life sucks
I know a lot of people don’t have it easy, and I realize that my problems may be quite minuscule in comparison to many others’ out there. But sometimes I just get bouts of depression. I don’t know why but I feel like crap and I feel that there’s really no one that I can [..more..]
anger,fear,depression, loneliness, bitterness
every time i come out of my room..and try to talk,tell you all how i feel…i just hurt myself badly… i rather…stay in my room…on my laptop…doing whatever it takes to be away from you all…. i’m so damn lucky to have you all… but i’m sick of having people dat dont know a thing [..more..]