I am wasting my life
You know i know i got my whole life ahead of me and right now i am at that point where life is just dull, i don’t know being alone is something that should never happen to someone it can get to people. I am just so…bored of my life at the moment and i [..more..]
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i hate life so much .every day is a constant f***ing cycle.the same s*** happening every week OVER AND OVER AND IVE JUST ABOUT DONE WITH THIS i want to comitt suice..i feel like i dont belong here AT ALL i HATE HUMANS I ALWAYS HAVE AND I ALWAYS WILI i constantly fantasize about killing [..more..]
Boyfriend
I love him don’t get wrong. But his past scares me. I can forgive and forget but sometimes I remember. And I am terrified. Everything points to a repeating cycle. Drugs, more drugs, worse drugs. Getting caught, getting in some serious trouble. Taking a break, making promises. Then a slip. Drugs, more drugs, worse drugs. [..more..]
I am so scared
I just need a place to rant… Secretly and anonymously. I am afraid that I might be pregnant. I was dumb enough to go out with a guy… that I met on a dating site… He got me s***-faced drunk.. and I slept with him. We used protection at first, but the I noticed it [..more..]
23-02-12(2:04:30)
Life seems so pointless as I reach my time to tackle responsibility, as if everything in this world was so f***ing perfect.. Why am I expected to be someone, to do more then I feel necessary. It doesn’t seem right in the grand scheme of thing considering every time things start looking up more s*** [..more..]