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It’s a sad irony how the best intentions turn out to be as bad.Coward?Maybe,for now.But not a selfish prick.

28-02-12(6:21:14)

all i want is to be happy. but even that seems like too much. all i want is change. but im to afraid to make it happen all i do is wish. but wishing is nothing. it gets nothing done it creates ideas that if you secretly desire something it will magically happen when in [..more..]

09-02-12(7:58:36)

i just dont know what to do anymore. iam 19 years old and to be honest i believe that am such a pussy coward. nobody in the world knows this secret only you guys now, i have retrograde ejaculation_ meaning that my sperm goes back to my bladder ones i ejaculate. my testicles are extremely [..more..]

16-11-11(9:52:47)

Dad, I miss you so much! I wish I could see you often. I wish you didn’t have schizophrenia… Maybe I would’ve been able to know more about you. Even though, I barely know you, I still have a few memories of you. Most of them aren’t good, but I know it’s not your fault [..more..]

02-11-11(2:52:36)

You want to know why I smoke cigarettes? Because I’m too much of a coward to kill myself directly.

I know why you don’t want to go there. You’ll think it would be too hard. You’re a genius. Trust me. Everybody knows that. Plus, you add depth to your education. You’re amazing. Don’t let yourself down. You are quite amazing. You’re not a coward. You’re someone I love. I don’t want your life ruined. [..more..]