why..?…am I ugly ?
confidence have been hunting me all my life….it started from be being bulled as a child….this affected my personality all the way througth growing up…am 20 years old…I have learned never to expect anything from anyone..dont ask anyone for anything..no body will care for you…be self independent Another thing I have been struggling with..is being [..more..]
Lost my Confidence
At school, i auditioned to be in the school’s rock band. I got in the semi finals then i lost. That made me never sing again! I completely don’t ever sing because i know I’m not good enough, I can’t even sing in my room, even when I’m home alone. I dont do any more [..more..]
How Can I Be Happy With Myself?
Every time I look in the mirror I pick out my imperfections. My body is not good enough, my skin is not tan enough, my nose is too big. It bothers me, but I cannot stop. I have tried starving myself, but that just leads to binging later because I get hungry. I do not [..more..]
strangers
so you’ll think that what i’m writing right now is weird,but i really have to write it down. so i live in a place where family means everything n where family is really close together and that stuff. in my case its different half my family is in germany (cousins n uncles)and my friends always [..more..]
07-05-12(9:05:54)
Lately I’ve had no willpower, motivation, and no confidence to keep moving on with my life.. I really just want to feel like a normal human being again.. I’m still waiting for the day where I can truly feel happy with my life again..
30-09-11(6:47:42)
“You love someone, so you never want to fall out of their favour. You always want to be their number one. There’s nothing wrong with putting all your heart and effort into pleasing the person you love. I do believe that but… I could ask him ‘Am I really somebody special to you? What rank [..more..]
21-09-11(15:15:37)
I just want to feel pretty! Apparently I am not because Im never told it like all of my friends. Sometimes everything overwhelms me! I just want to be liked and loved, isnt that what we all want? I can’t even tell myself that Im pretty, I have no self confidence left. It all left [..more..]
I don’t know what to do. I really like this guy i’ve known for nearly four years. He’s funny, kind and somebody i am comfortable talking to and being around. I have had feelings for him for nearly a year and i really dont know what to do! Im getting all these mixed signals from [..more..]