27-03-12(23:52:53)
i’m going through a rough time .; a lot of changes in my life my 2 best friends are away so i’m a kind of missing them a lot , i started an internship that is going to define my whole futur .. i’m working with some people that i find difficulties with i’m so [..more..]
08-03-12(3:49:01)
for once i think things might be going right 🙂 i realized the best thing to do is take a chance even though i didnt want to. and now its going right. i braved through it and its getting better 🙂 i never knew that by taking a chance i could make a stiuation change [..more..]
28-02-12(6:21:14)
all i want is to be happy. but even that seems like too much. all i want is change. but im to afraid to make it happen all i do is wish. but wishing is nothing. it gets nothing done it creates ideas that if you secretly desire something it will magically happen when in [..more..]
11-02-12(2:15:12)
I hate missing you. It’s completly unfair. We were perfect; and not in the fairy tale stories perfect… perfect like people are supposed to be. There were days that I hated you and days you hated me. There were days that we thought for sure we could live like this forever. We learned to love [..more..]
08-02-12(6:25:33)
I am frustrated right now. I feel like my life is going on around me and I am on a ride that is going to fast for me to jump off. I had to quit my job due to health issues and although the health issue have not resolved i am finding myself feeling antsy. [..more..]
08-02-12(5:00:03)
For the past few years I hate everything that has to do with my life. I don’t love myself. I have a anger problem and I feel like I have a depression problem too. I could say everything change after I went to a boarding school for two years and when my grandpa die. I [..more..]
31-12-11(7:04:45)
There is a saying. Be nice to those and those will be nice to you. And also Do good things and good things will happen to you. Im starting to doubt my faith in humanity. After all I have been giving out to the universe, I am receiving nothing back. And If I am, its [..more..]
07-08-11(8:43:18)
It’s nice to know that in eleven days, you are a year older than half of your friends but at the same time it isn’t. I just know that things change, but that’s hard to accept sometimes. Especially when people change.
02-08-11(15:35:23)
The past is the past and I must live in the present, without you. You just don’t want me and there’s nothing I can do about it. I f***ing love you Hibou, enough to let you go.
23-07-11(17:24:59)
i wont change, i dont want to change… bbut my life will be the same if i dont. i fear change, but i also fear my life will continue down the bad path it is going down now… i just dont know what to do…