29-05-12(18:53:59)
I just cannot fight your battles, i have too many battles of my own, my emotional struggles my battles with my heart and mind, my own issues. someone comes and tells me their issues, major issues and i just lose it and just cry for them and pray for them, want justice for them. I [..more..]
11-05-12(16:15:52)
I have three projects and a lot of homework but prom is tomorrow and I cannot bring myself to focus.
04-04-12(22:42:24)
Not even sure where to begin…So I’ll start off with how baffled I am at how indifferent so many on this earth are. I dont understand this indifference, and why so many just do not care about anybody else but their own wants, and desires. Seems to me evil has so deeply entered the hearts [..more..]
12-03-12(4:57:09)
I got called ugly today. Again. They’re usually just joking around, but every once in a while… I get it, alright? Bad hair. Big nose. Flat chest. So on and so forth. I actually find it hilariousness that you still think I give a f***. I don’t think you understand. Your cute little minds cannot [..more..]
01-02-12(0:35:17)
I CANNOT concentrate to write this paper. So much on my mind and not one thing involves trophic cascades! Damn you ecology. Who makes a writing intensive bio course ?! I can write lab reports and answer questions but I freaking essay ! When I took english in freshman year!!1 Shoot me now
09-01-12(15:29:33)
I am angry. mad. disappointed. FRUSTRATED. I love my life but I am reviled with myself. It’s something I cannot seem to fathom. I’m in constant dialogues with myself BUT I know it just makes me more closed. sad. depressed. Reasons for this? I am not really sure. BUT MAYBE… 1) A biological father who [..more..]
20-12-11(10:37:49)
I am married with great kids, a beautiful home and a good paying job that pays well. It sucks that i was never able to make and hold onto any friends in my life. Yes my wife is my best friend and i am grateful for it but something is not right in my life. [..more..]
20-12-11(2:24:20)
I am so glad I found this. I am so frustrated with every aspect of my life. I hate school its so f***ing hard. I hate finals. I hate everything. I am so sick of people telling me I am pretty. That is a CROCK OF F***ING S***. Because if anyone meant what the f*** [..more..]
i dont even know what it is about you, but i cannot feel any sympathy for you. it makes me guilty, it really does, but i feel like i cannot comfort you on the problems you are having becuase your personality is so horrible and so annoying!! and i know that i am probably being [..more..]
Well let me start of saying people seem to dought love these days and say that it dosent exist or it dosent last long or that i love him even if he cheated on me or i will love him forever i cant say i belive that loves forever but i cannot dought that it [..more..]