I nearly killed myself
I dont know what to do. Things happened. Arguements, again and I was in the bathroom, crying. And I got this blade, and I started scraping my ankle, and my ankle started bleeding. And I stopped. And I was so angry with myself because I told myself that I would never do that again. I [..more..]
I nearly killed myself
I dont know what to do. Things happened. Arguements, again and I was in the bathroom, crying. And I got this blade, and I started scraping my ankle, and my ankle started bleeding. And I stopped. And I was so angry with myself because I told myself that I would never do that again. I [..more..]
29-11-11(3:56:22)
why do i wake up every morning? its just the same bull s*** over and over again. the same youll never be good enough. i always end up in the same spot. sitting in my room alone, with a blade. who wouldve thought that hurting myself more would help me more then anything else can. [..more..]
12-10-11(2:31:57)
I don’t know if I’m normal, maybe that’s ok. Some days I don’t eat anything, but maybe that’s normal, and some days I eat enough to feed a family of four, but maybe that’s ok. and sometimes I can’t get out of bed; I can’t see why. And I stay in bed and look at [..more..]
13-09-11(2:17:22)
for once, i was proud today. proud of myself. and i didn’t feel so worthless. but then you took it away from me and threw my face in it. and tonight, even though my scars have faded, i picked up the blade and made new ones. now i’m back to my old self. the worthless, [..more..]