Is it not loud enough
Am I tired of you; am I tired of us? A flower would be nice. A ‘’hey baby lets go to the movies today.” But no that imaginary that’s what I call make believe. Give me a kiss once in a while. That would be great you know. How about a bear hug, I love [..more..]
I am comfused
I feel so terribal, but i dont know why. I have started cutting, becuse i fell so terribal. Its like a part of me is missing and When i think of my dad… Well i hate him but i dont know why! I have always hated him, and when i visit him i want to [..more..]
I don’t need no ‘prince’
My friends are starting to get relationships and such. They tell me that i need a boyfriend and i should get one. That it’s “wonderful” “a feeling you can’t explain” Well sorry but i really don’t care for one. I don’t need some boy to give me ‘happiness’or ‘love’. I also don’t want to go [..more..]
14-02-12(21:28:14)
its valentines n i got a small bear from the bf..bt we r fiughting cause i wanted to walk around the skool wit my friends..so he got all mad n left n talked about his friends what he shood do..i think he is going to break up with me casue of us fighting alot……bt i [..more..]
18-01-12(14:31:44)
Do you ever get to a point in your life when you stop and think just what am i doing with my life i feel stuck in the middle of a relentless tornado that just wont put me down. I think to my self I am still only young but already so much seems wasted [..more..]
13-10-11(12:25:40)
I FEEL SO TRAPPED. i cant handle it any longer, whenever i feel like this i just want it all too end. the pain is too much too bear. i harmed myself today, not badly, but blood when on the floor and mum seen it and abused me, why did god give me this life, [..more..]