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Posted by on 2012/01/19 under Uncategorized

Do you ever get to a point in your life when you stop and think just what am i doing with my life i feel stuck in the middle of a relentless tornado that just wont put me down. I think to my self I am still only young but already so much seems wasted I have spent my years being sucked into a weed smoking lifestyle to cover up the things i cannot bear to deal with. I ask my self a thousand times a day why do i still curl into a ball with my trusty drug that
really truly i believe is controlling my life it’s ruining my everyday choices and my life ambitions while all at the same time i am trying to bring a family up as normal as possible and to hold my relationship together i know the weed is holding me back in all these areas of my life and still i cannot grasp just why i cant let the weed go i feel i could be such a different person without it i just cant let it go. i know i have so much potential to do so many things yet i have no job no qualifications of any kind i have a lovely partner and we have kids between us my family life is great and my kids are amazing i just cannot bear to let go of what is holding me back!

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  1. Anonymous says:

    You are stronger than a drug. I know that you are. And sometimes we have to use 100% of our body to realize that we can do anything. Quit. Stop now. Just put the damn drugs down and realize what is important. There are people out there who love you and care. And your body is being put to waste with drugs. I care about you and I want you to get help because I know you have so much potential on this earth. Please. Do it for your partner. Do it for your kids. Do it for yourself. .X

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