My thoughts… what I go through
Hi, my name is Stacy. Everyone out there in this big o’world has a story they don’t wanna tell. Well here’s mine. I’m a girl with wide imaginations and big hopes and dreams.. I believe in things people can’t even imagine doing. I seek for freedom just to get out of my head, to take [..more..]
panicking.
So I’m in school and anxiety is hitting me hard today…. I need help.. this is not good.
Why.
It’s like when you think everything can’t get any worse and then suddenly it does. I’m so tired of everything in my life being perfect for a total of about five minutes. As soon as i’m settled, things begin to be okay, finally… Something goes wrong. Even if its something that isn’t even important it [..more..]
Where did she go?
Where did she go? The innocent girl with the bright blue eyes.. She didn’t know how it would be. She only wanted to grow up.. She’s a bit older now, that little girl. She doesn’t know where she went. She lost herself among her thoughts. Throwing her soul to the stars, while remaining on earth [..more..]
My friend ignores me and leaves me out :/
I’ve known my best friend since we were 2. we were really close a couple years ago and joined gymnastics together. She made loads of friends straight away but I have anxiety and find it hard to get close to people. She now never seems to want to speak to me or go out anywhere [..more..]
31-01-12(6:30:50)
I haven’t cried this much in a while. I feel so messed up and worthless. My anxiety is getting the best of me. I don’t know why everything makes me so nervous and shaky but I can’t control it and I’ve had enough. I’ve become depressed and over emotional about everything I am going through [..more..]
17-01-12(0:24:35)
Trust life. That’s my new believe. It’s been said a thousand times that things always happen for a reason, but the hard part is wanting to know what that reason is. I now think that all there’s left to do is trust life, as simple and as hard as that. Doubts and fears can consume [..more..]
03-11-11(0:27:22)
I’m venting here. This is okay. I need to let myself know that… Its all going to be okay. Alright: I’ve been hurting myself. Not that I want to kill myself, I love being alive, but, well I don’t really get why. I cut myself with my fingernails. I just push them into my skin [..more..]
There’s so much to say. And I can’t say it, because of this maddening paralysis. I feel like I can’t withstand these pressures, and it’s very important that I do. I feel that it is essential in fact, the only thing I am to do in this time and space, to contribute something. And right [..more..]