its just not worth it anymore
its just not worth the pain and the heartache. the love cant go away because its real the the affection and the trust and the giving the all is over and done with. i have one great rl e other then my children. one love i will never love again because of. i believe every [..more..]
My mind knows but my heart doesn’t want to listen.
I know that he’s in a relationship now. I know that he likes her. I know that they’re continuing to become closer and closer. …Yet, why do I have this attraction towards him? Is it because I have made the second leap from acquaintance to friends? Is it because he acknowledges my presence and jokes [..more..]
Love
Why is it that, after the unforgettable nights talking under the stars, and after telling me i’d have an opportunity to pursue, you turned around and never spoke to me again? There were no kisses, there were no tears, there was only encouragement, friendship, and then nothing. How many times do I look into the [..more..]
Random things
So i recently read 50 shades of grey. Just like ever women out there. But i didnt enjoy the book, not for the kinky stuff, but the affection that Christian shows Ana. I look and my husband (married 4 months) and he doesnt show me any apart from when he wants things….. He sees people [..more..]
Loved but not
I love my wife, but I find myself missing intimacy. We have two children together and I love them both very much. We live our daily lives, talking, caring for our kids, enjoying doing things together. But at times all I really want is a hug or a kiss. My wife never seems to want [..more..]
11-06-12(16:13:39)
I’m not a kid, I’m a grown up with a kid of my own. My parents do not support their kids, they do not love their kids, they keep criticizing them and ridiculing them. Its like basically they think, we are horrible people. What the hell, how can parents be like that, why the hell [..more..]
22-03-12(23:33:45)
I like this boy in my class. We are both in college and he is younger than me. I know that I really just need to be friends with him so that I may just get to know him first but I honestly am not sure about anything anymore. I know that I want to [..more..]
16-11-11(1:08:10)
It’s halfway through November, and with every day closer to December, I feel worse. I’m having nightmares, I’m hypersensitive, I don’t want to wake up in the morning, I want to hurt myself and I’m obsessively craving affection from men again… I’m afraid of this person that’s inhabiting my body, the person that always does [..more..]