Stupid feelings
Why i’m still thinking of him and hoping that 1 day he’ll come back .. While i’m sure it’s not going to happen He broke me and cheated and i’m still thinking of him …
getting older
The worst bout getting older is that the ones that you really thought cared about you dont care and they are the ones that you gave your life to they sit in judgement and make you feel small and worthless and think that they are so right forget about your feelings because trust me they [..more..]
Judged
I get judged by everything i say! I dont get it, i barely say anything and when i do people start judging me, annoying me, or whatever.. And i’m not saying anything bad at all!! They just start to annoy me and question what i say! I can’t handle it anymore..
moving on
I miss him like crazy. I loved him more than anything. but he left and didn’t look back. I wish I had the same power. trying to move on but damn it’s really HARD !!!
“Friends”
I want to puke at how gross and crappy some of my friends can be! They turn Their back on you, when you least expect it and it disgusts me!!! I seriously feel so angry right now!! The worst part? They act like they didn’t do anything !!!!they act like we’re fine !!! I’ve never [..more..]
Bigfoot
I don’t have what it takes to rock these size 12’s. I don’t have the energy to drag them beneath me day in and day out. They may hold me up, but today, they’re bringing me down. Clown feet. Water skis. Surely I must play for the WNBA. But I don’t. These clunkers of mine [..more..]
My name is Jordan
21st February, 2013 I wish it would be that easy, just to come out and say it for real. I would hope that everyone would understand, but how can that be if I don’t understand it myself? I’ve been thinking it for a couple of months now, I keep wondering if it would just be [..more..]
Okay.
I understand you’re upset and I’m sorry if I messaged you one too many times, but I didn’t know you were having a s***ty day. I’m sorry I wasn’t there for you, but I felt like s*** earlier today and decided not to go to school and even now I feel like I’m going throw [..more..]
Confusion
All my life I have been the go to person about anything. Having troubles with family, go to me. Having problems with school, go to me. Having issues with yourself, go to me. Its something i have learned to deal with cause I have had to my whole life. I refuse to feel like I [..more..]
heartbreak.
heartbreak is when you have a constant pain in your entire body, yet it is completely numb at the same time. heartbreak is when you decide to give up, when you figure that if you aren’t good enough for the one you love, then you aren’t good enough for anyone. heartbreak is when you try [..more..]