He said it, but I lied.
Last night my boyfriend told me he loved me, and I did not know what to say. Of course I said I loved him back, but I felt like something was missing. I felt like maybe I didn’t love him. I do not know why… I just felt so forced to say it you know? [..more..]
Help
I need to get this out of my back. It’s a very common thing that happens to everyone every now and then but I’ve been feeling like crap about this for a while: It started about six months ago. I saw a guy at school and I immediately blushed inside, he is very pretty. But [..more..]
Nobody love me
How sad is a fact that I have nobody to love me, nobody who put me on first position in life… Always second, third, never first…
Coldplay got me out of my depression
Music just makes me really happy. Especially the band Coldplay. They make me so happy and so calm. The lyrics of the songs really relate to me some days and other days i listen to the lyrics for just pure joy. I’ve never felt happier in my life than i do when i’m listening to [..more..]
Elliot Key and Me
The breeze gently blew, beckoning strands of my hair to dance; making even the most coarse and curly clusters gracefully tango. My location: Biscayne Bay, on a boat headed back to shore from Elliot Key. Although my departure was not nearly as merry as my arrival, it was equally as beautiful. This small island held [..more..]
ADVICE NEEDED
sorry but i am going to rage. ok so there is this girl in my grade and she is boy crazy. (luckily this is anonymous) anyways like i said before she is absolutely obsessed with boys. All she wants to talk about is boys. all she thinks about is boys, and oh my gosh all [..more..]
Moving on!
I Finally deleted him from my friend list..! it had been years and we were very close before but he dumped me and yet i couldn’t stop talking to him. We live in separate cities now but still he was everywhere in my chat lists and on facebook. He would keep reminding me of all [..more..]
well this is it
I think i done screwed up again, i use this website for an outlet to just write a bit, feeling thoughts well just anything really. But today i left up something personal about one of my roommates. She might have seen it and is now very upset with me. On top of that i suffer [..more..]
Longing To Be Loved
It doesn’t take long or a lot for me to love someone. My love is strong and deep;passionate and real. When it all falls apart I don’t ever want to try loving anyone ever again. But, I can’t give up. I don’t know how; my heart won’t let me. One day someone will love me [..more..]
just had to get it out somewhere
i just dont really know what i’m doing here anymore. it’s what i want but it’s hard. really hard. if i had a friend that was in the same situation I would tell them to bail, rip off the tape, do it quickly. why can’t i take the same advice? I don’t want to give [..more..]