Tired of the B.S. in my life
I am really tired of my life! I just feel like I am at a dead end job, i’ve been there for 3 years since I graduated high school. I am now 21 and I want more! I am so frustrated! I currently looking for a new job and I realize that it’s difficult to [..more..]
I hate myself
My mother won’t look or talk to me and I just feel like s*** and I’m such a horrible child and she would be 100% better off without me.
I’m a horrible human being
Let me start out by saying that I am a male teen with depression, and this is the first time i’ve done something like this. I just feel horrible and want to write this down somwhere. With that said let’s talk about my problems. Generally, I used to be a pretty happy child, a little [..more..]
I Chose Love
Love is a choice. It was my choice to love her and it’s my choice to continue to do so. Her love is a feeling. Now the feeling is fading and she isn’t willing to choose me. I wrote this down 3 months ago. A month later she ended it. At the time it seemed [..more..]
I’m alone
I feel like no matter what I do, nobody will ever like me as a human being. I feel like every person I’ve ever known has only pretended to like me out of pity, like I have a mental condition and no one has ever told me. I feel like no matter how hard I [..more..]
Why love?
Love has made me do the things I regret the most.
Am I a Man?
Is this what it is to be a man? Not just any man, but the man that I am, and am I going to be more? This text has been haunting my mind the last few days, not words on a page but an unwritten script inside my mind. What I am now, is that [..more..]
I’m going crazy
I was dumb enough to meet up with my ex today. He told me it was no stings attached, I went into it with that mind set, then my dumb ass thought there was a chance for us again because he told me loved me still. I wish I would have remembered what my mom [..more..]
Holy s*** batman
I bet you want to know what pisses me off. If you don’t, oh f***ing well. You’re going to know. You know those chicks who major in English Lit, spend their time on their laptop at a crowded Starbucks, sitting near the window at a table they don’t share because their Arctic Monkeys messenger bag [..more..]
how is going
how is going