Hurting
I miss her. She's only asleep, but I miss her. I want to see her, to rake my fingers throughout her hair, to wrap my arms around her and just hold her through the night, to breathe against her neck when it's snowy and wet and cold outside. I want to wake up in the [..more..]
i care about you
i love you so much, and i'm so sad that you are unable to love yourself. i hope you're okay. i'll see you tomorrow and i only wish to bring you joy and happiness. i hope you can let go of the hurt you've been holding onto, i am here for you completely. somehow all [..more..]
what a year
so i say what i have to say. I told my boy bestfriend that i like him, but no reaction from him. Then all of a sudden he posted pictures in social media with the girlfriend. I felt betrayed, we talked about and we planned about the trips that we were supposed to be going, [..more..]
I tell my girlfriend I love her
I tell my girlfriend I love her, as much as I can every day. When I tell her she smiles, and calls me crazy. I tell my girlfriend I love her, and she gives me wide eyes and asks why? I tell my girlfriend I love her, everyday for the past year. Everytime I tell [..more..]
Hey :(
It’s been a while since I have written here…. I think it’s time I returned here. Today I had to do something really hard, let go of the person I love for her own good. Feeling really sad about it.
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I asked him what his plan was after dating me and he said idk yet what the f***
I Don’t know how to feel anymore
I don't know how to tell you, you're my best friend, and I can't risk anything, I see you looking at me in class, I don't know if you're looking at me or her or him, but then, I sat on my own, looked behind me, to see your face glaring happily at me, I [..more..]
Feelings for him
I can't stop thinking about him. I think about him all the time. I want to spend time with him but I don't want to message him because I don't want to bother him.
I slipped through a state of existence
I got home from work not too long ago, excited to see my boyfriend so we could cuddle and watch a movie. I walk inside and the entire house is dark. I turn on a light and I see him in bed, all the way under the blankets with the heater and the fan on. [..more..]
Hahahahahahha…
Quick update on my feelings: •idk anymore •ur so cute •I don't like you •I love you •I wanna f***ing kiss you •I wanna kick ur balls • why?