vanessa
wut si yor nam can you tel me ples i wot to no be cus you miyt
vanessa
wut si yor nam can you tel me ples i wot to no be cus you miyt
It’s my birthday, remember?
Hey Bran, it's my birthday today. Aren't you gonna wish me a happy birthday? When you asked me about my birthday and I told you, you said that you were marking it somewhere, didn't you? Did you erase that mark the day you left? Or was it way before then? Or is it still there [..more..]
Deepest secret confession
I cannot rationalise how I ended up in my situation. My stepmother always wanted another child and my dad was never keen / perhaps not able to. One summer she was very touchy with me , I was 19 and very sporty. Things happened that summer both forbidden and taboo in nature , yet I [..more..]
Saints
I met a good religious kind. She really spoke to me. She made me realize after 13 or 14 years or so I have been selfish. I don't want to let you go because you were what I only knew of love but you deserve so much more. I hope you know you are deserving. [..more..]
You B
You make me want to choke on my own tongue. I realized tonight that I was never thankful for you. I never understood what I had because I never had that kind of love. I am so sorry you are deserving of so much more than me. You and your family will do so well. [..more..]
I give up
I give up đ y does no girl want me ever?
Feelings and s***
I donât know how to deal with my emotions, theyâre too strong. Iâve always tried just pushing them down, hoping theyâll go away, but I donât think itâs going to work this time. I love this guy too much. Heâs got such a warm kind smile and dark messy brown hair. I really miss him [..more..]
Whatâs easier?
Sometimes I wonder if itâs easier to just leave. Be single. I wonât have to worry about anyone but myself. I know what makes me happy and I wouldnât need someone to make me happy. Especially if he really doesnât want to. He doesnât want to put in the efforts, he doesnât want to give [..more..]
whats your name?
so this goes back to 2016 i was 19 back then… and i was in bangkok with my friends. it was a saturday night and walking street was full with drunken tourists.as all places were too loud and we were completly drunk we decides to get more f***ed up so we rushed to this silent [..more..]