random
there was an old canopy. this place i visited from time to time, by the river, and on to the back yard, half the furniture aged in the weathered time, though still, the magic of it all was intact. the old lady lived downstairs. she was avid lover of animals and insects. she had to [..more..]
life
my desire toward fire had got me burnt
Life
Sitting in my bed in my apartment…looking around and seeing how empty it is now. Everything is almost moved out..thinking back on how we leased this apartment together and how everything here is a memory of us. This apt, this city, how and where we met. I will never forget. But it hurts..it hurts knowing [..more..]
curious
sometimes the people that love us and people that we love we don't see what we do to each other for the sake of what we look like and how we must act. we don't realize it, we are actually figthing our egos, and what do you do? do you pass it just like one [..more..]
think about your heart
taking care of your heart is very important. your heart is the primary drive for your vehicle. it pumps blood throughout your body, aside from what it does, there's a mystery to the heart, and when you speak to yourself, you're also speaking to your heart. when you learn not to listen to yourself, you [..more..]
:/
What did i expect? They've all walked away before, nothing new 5 years later. Just a lovely reminder of what my life has become.
peaceful warrior
one of the perks of having elephant brain is that you have no choice but to make amends with everything, this way you also understand the whole of human nature and be able to forgive everyone on their ignorance (not practicing in the now but floating somewhere in the past or the future). you can't [..more..]
Facts
1. I am not attracted to most people. 2. I don't know what to do if I am. b/c 3. It is stressful and scary and I psych myself out and, 4. I could get hurt. Instead, 5. I just imagine being in relationships with people I like. 6. It sucks. but, 7. The thoughts [..more..]
high school drama
threatening people because maybe it's true? hmm hmm? then get on with your lives. what's the point of keep on keeping on with all this shindig anyhow
tsk tsk
someone made a call and a high pitched angry sound came from the other side of the receiver. so rude.