Not a minute of a day goes by that I dont think of you….Dreaming of you and I in ever possible scenario…. God how I wish some of them would come true…. In my dreams I’ve kissed your lips a thousand times, held you close and loved you passionately a million times…. . God why [..more..]
My biggest fear is not living life up to my own expectations. My biggest fear is looking back on it all, and being dissapointed with myself.
I try and place myself into these cliches or these scenarios, i try to relate to someone else and I think the reason I do that is because I need to know where I stand, I need to know what to do next and I need to know how it will turn out for me. [..more..]
Reasons why i hate her. – She spits everywhere when she speaks – She always rolls her eyes at EVERYONE. – She pulls attitidue faces. – She always sucks her teeth. – She smokes. – Shes too loud. – Her laughs annoying. – Always arguing – Saying ive got issues and problems – Calling people [..more..]
I rang you today… we only spoke for a short while but it was lovely to hear your voice… I asked if you were up here you said no down south… I said down south where you belong… you sounded rejected and flat from my comment… I have so much trouble understanding you at times…There [..more..]
So cant get you off my mind… My heart is heavy…. My eyes are filled with tears my face has no shine…..I hurt I ache but yet I feel so numb…….How can that be… I love you and dont want to think about you not being in my life…..Even though you have never been a [..more..]
I was abused, it happened. Not once, not twice, hundreds of times. So many times I lost count. And no one actually cares. I’ve told people. They act like they care; they say it will get better, and that I should tell someone. IT WILL NOT EVER GET BETTER. They have no idea, with their [..more..]