I hate it that i love you. I shouldn’t love you. You are you and i am me. We’re different, from two seperate worlds all together… It shouldn’t be this hard.

I just want someone to listen, and know, and not want me to tell. That’s all I want.

The real me, is not just another teenager in love with justin bieber and pauly d. im the type of girl that loves hockey and doesnt judge eveyone. i love sidney crosby, and i strongly dislike the people who call him gay and say hes not a great play cause hes one of the best [..more..]

I really f***ed it up this time.

I feel so alone even though I am in a house of 5 adults I feel so completely alone. My husband died in 1996 very suddenly at 35….iwas 32, our children were very young only 8yrs and twins of 4. I have spent the last 14yrs focusing on bringing them up….or should I say pretending [..more..]

Suburban bourgeois that have had their needs catered too their whole life have no desire to listen to technical details. I understand that. What I don’t understand is their perverse desire to be “part” the decision making process. If they have such a great aversion to learning new things, and generally have a hard time [..more..]

@311 No one is trash. Everyone is worth something, everyone has meaning.

i never should have forgotten to keep my mouth shut. I had forgotten how easily hated I am, how quickly my words repulse. I had the illusion I was attractive, that I could have what I wanted, HA. I am trash. I need to remember my place.

Young women in this country are all airheaded whores.

Hi! Here is the problem. I’m in love with this guy. He is so king ang cute and everything and I’ve been telling him I love him and so did he to me but he just don’t ask me to date him. And his best friend hates me thats why we had one fight before. [..more..]