Posted by Anonymous on 2011/03/31 under Uncategorized I try and place myself into these cliches or these scenarios, i try to relate to someone else and I think the reason I do that is because I need to know where I stand, I need to know what to do next and I need to know how it will turn out for me. They told me it was good to start to like you, because you would be good for me, you would help me get over him. They were proud of me even, encouraging m feelings for you because they knew that maybe, just maybe you could feel them back, you know? But you didn’t want me. And I can’t tell what’s worse. Knowing that you didn’t want me, or that nobody does. Its a sad thing to consider really, knowing that you’ve been so dissapointed before that you don’t even get your hopes up. The last time I felt that kind of happiness-the kind of happiness where your smile swells and you don’t have a care in the world- that kind of happiness, so long ago I wouldn’t even be able to tell you. I’m living on autopilot right now. Getting by, more or less. I don’t expect much anymore because I’d rather be living like this then just being endlessly disspointed. So yeah, thats pretty much how I’m feeling right now. Thanks for asking.