My Life Is A Mess
My boyfriend broke up on me because he thinks I cheated but I did not. My parents hate me because my grades are horrible and because I keep making mistakes. I am late to school every day. My friends are spreading rumors. There is no one there for me. At all. And this is the [..more..]
I have no right to live
Well, I have a normal life. But the thing is I’m awfully single and guys around me have friends who are girls and chat with them for a long time that I feel let down by my fate. I can’t judge my appearance – I mean if I’m good looking or not, but why is [..more..]
««««««jingle bells!»»»»»»
I’m so high right now. Totally faded. I’m going shopping tomorrow. Merry Christmas!
I just want to give up.
I am trapped. I am lost. I am holding my breath, because there is something lurking in the darkness of my mind. Medical school is eating all my time, my life, my soul. It becomes harder and harder to walk down the path, put one foot in front of the other. I am no one. [..more..]
Dear You
Dear You, I loved you. I needed you. And at the worst time, you left me. All alone. You said that you’d be there for me whenever. You said I was the only one. Why didn’t you tell me you were seeing someone else? You seemed so perfect for me. And there were times when [..more..]
what has happened to you?
lately you haven’t been here for me when i’ve needed you the most. i really miss you. you used to have all this time for me and text me all day saying the cutest things and call me even when you were tired. what happened? what did i do? I MISS YOU! you were the [..more..]
Should I Tell Him
I have been with my boyfriend for almost a year now. He is so amazing. Handsome, funny, and very much of a gentleman. Last night, he said that he loved me. I did not know how to reply. Of course I love him. But sometimes I wonder if I am ready for the commitment. I [..more..]
Trying to Move On
Last week I witnessed a horrible car crash right in front of my eyes. People died, and there was so much tragedy. I am now afraid to drive and have not been in my car since the incident. I cannot un-see what I saw that day and it will forever haunt me. How can I [..more..]
Something else..
I knew you texted your friends saying you flirt with your coworkers “but you would never hook up with them” (what’s the count now…3 so far?) You messaged those guys over facebook… That one guy you said that the reason you even dated me for 10 months was because you were too nice to say [..more..]
Mom’s First Birthday
Can’t believe it’s that time of the year… I remember what happened to mom exactly a year ago. Her birthday present was being a day away from the hospital. I was so anxious to please her and decorated the house with Christmas ornaments while my brother went out to get her a wool hat. But [..more..]