it isn’t fair.
you piss me off so much. why is it okay for you to just leave and not tell me when you’ll be back? I know you’re okay because you’re talking to her. am I just not worth speaking to? am I not interesting enough anymore? do you not miss me like I miss you? just [..more..]
It’s like drowning but you can still hear everyone around you.
it’s not as if i want to kill myself, exactly… i just want to stop existing. i never chose to live. i did not have a say in that. and for that reason, i feel life is very unfair. the future does not excite me. i have nothing to look forward to. this is as [..more..]
Girls can get blue balls too.
My boyfriend will only make love to me when he wants it. I can’t choose when I want it. It really just pisses me off.
felt I had to type it
I don’t know why, but I felt I had to type this. I really hope god is with my brother today, please, please let him get into MIT. I know he is the perfect candidate. I have seen the effort, sweat and yeah even blood that he has put into this and I would hate [..more..]
Life isn’t fair
I’m only 16 and I’ve been worrying about my family since forever. It’s not fun to be responsible at a young age, and I really can’t be happy or do anything without remembering the problems my mother, my sisters, my brother and my friends are going through. I need to escape but I can’t seem [..more..]
sad
my boyfriend is falling out of love with me. we’re in our twenties and he’s never had sex with anyone else. he says he loves but wants to try being single for a while to see if were meant to be together forever. i completely understand this…but it still breaks my heart. it hurts so [..more..]
im fat dont panic
i love this guy buti know that i cant do something about it because of my weigh and any other reasons. im madly inlove with this boy, he was in my class last year, but he got suspended, but whatever. hes the most sweetheart thing in the World. and i told my bestfriend that i [..more..]
Now what?
So I told him. I told him that I have missed him everyday for the last two years. I told him I still love him and I always will. He told me we could never be in the same room together and he was right. We kissed…and kept kissing…and then our hands were all over [..more..]
Let the misery begin
I literally hate school. And it feels like my life is a never ending repeating cycle, which makes me sad. Yes, summer is coming fast. But what gives me anxiety is that it will come right back after summer. And the same s*** will happen. It makes me nervous, scared, and I really do not [..more..]
I’m sick.
I am homesick…and life sick. I am in a place where I don’t really want to be. I came here to make my husband happy and to be with him. But deep down I really want to be home, working and living. I listen to the radio back home all the time just to be [..more..]