Posted by Anonymous on 2018/01/19 under Life Lately, my world has been crumbling. Life is throwing enormous amounts of stress, hatred, and emotions at me and I just cant take it anymore. My parents always say I am taking my anger out on them but in reality, I am taking my emotions out on them and my hatred, anger, and all goes right back to my wrist. Sometimes I just wanna cut it off but I am afraid of it not working, and having to live with the fact that a I failed once again at something so simple and so easy. I just cant with this life. I feel like I am drowning in an ocean and slowly sinking to the bottom; a painful journey to the bottom, where I am being tormented but still not dead. It is everything this world has done to me. It has drained not only my energy but my blood, yet I still cant go. I act as if everything is fine. Blame the dog for scars my arms hide, the stories and lies they hide is too much to tell, and, it would be a burden on someone else. Do not go raining on my parade they say. So you keep quiet like all is well; when deep down you are struggling to get out of bed, struggling to eat and struggling to breathe. Soon, hopefully there will be no more left of the pain, the heart ache, the struggle to survive. Soon, it will be finished and I can not wait.