Really?
I had been told that I would gain a specific position this semester. But what happens? I didn’t actually get it. Why? Hell as if I know. All I do know is that unless I get an explanation, I will not look at him the same way again. Thanks for the empty promise. Makes me [..more..]
hello
i know this hurts you the most, but it would be nice if you acknowledged that i can also think by myself and that just because you want things to go your way, i am not just a scared little girl who needs guidance. i’ve made my decision. it’s not changing. it’s about so much [..more..]
Lost
I’m just not sure what is happening with my life.. I’m 24 and single. i usually don’t open up to people but i met this guy..and he made me shed all my inhibitions… but as all stories roll out.. he dumped me..really badly. And I went back into my shell. I just didn’t want to [..more..]
Only in a Dream
I question my faith as I look up above, reaching with outstretched arms expecting another shove. I’m losing all my care from losing all I loved and no amount of time can heal the hurt that has been done.I remember now the way she use to look at me and the pain in her eyes [..more..]
why..?…am I ugly ?
confidence have been hunting me all my life….it started from be being bulled as a child….this affected my personality all the way througth growing up…am 20 years old…I have learned never to expect anything from anyone..dont ask anyone for anything..no body will care for you…be self independent Another thing I have been struggling with..is being [..more..]
Hardest decision of my young life.
Im a dancer. You know the one one with the vertical pole? yea thats me…i been working for about four years and from what everybody says is im damn good. I dont think im at my best and full potential so…..back on subject i also have this boyfriend ive been dating for a little over [..more..]
f*** this
i count on a daily basis. apparently its suppose to help with anger problems which is something i get from my dad although he means nothing to me. easy to write yet hard to tell others why. my mom shes heading that way too but yet for some reason things turn around because i have [..more..]
Life is all because of comparison
Life is all about comparison. People compare their success with others and then say whether they got any success or not. In some way, comparison ignites ourselves for doing better. 90% of the people living here do things on the basis of their surroundings.I mean that’s good enough. We conclude for the things by comparing [..more..]
Same Mistakes
My boyfriend and I have been through a lot in the past few years together. But we get through everything together. I just feel bad because I make all these dumb mistakes. And he does too. A few weeks ago I caught him on my couch with some girl making out. He was very drunk [..more..]
Some Thoughts
I want to be honest and say that I feel lonely. I wake up every morning and follow the same routine, thinking that maybe today is the day that I am going to find love. Yes! Love. I want to fall in love and have someone love me in return, I have been waiting for [..more..]