Here and now
Looking at the pictures brings back all the memories… Wish I could go back and take my chance…. I miss you.
I’m done!!!!!
I’m not going to sit in silence anymore I have been hurting for 3 years and I’m sick of putting on a happy face for people I tried 5 times to get help and if no one is going to help me then fine I’ll try to help myself cause I cant take this anymore [..more..]
Myself
I cant take being bipolar anymore people get me mad just to see what happens and now i got kicked out of school cause i cut the freaking kid my mom is still doing drugs and i never see my dad i pretty much have only 3 friends life really hates me doesn’t it….
hm
i hope you wake up one day and realize how much of a piece of s*** you are then you proceed to leave and never come back ugh
wtf
UI’m too old to be this f***ed up. I feel like a depressed teenager all over again. Actually I never stopped, so idk what I’m even talking about. I’ll be 30 in 4 years, and it makes me cringe so there’s another thing to add to my list of s***. I like gay/lesbian porn. Idk [..more..]
Secrets and lies
Why do people keep secrets!!? Secrets that turns into lying! Because of those secrets you start making mistakes!! It doesn’t really matter how close you are with the person or how trustworthy you are.. People will keep things from you and lie to you, because that’s just how humanity is !! I know people say [..more..]
Something
I am so angry and sad at the same time… This is the worse!
i feel like someone else is living my life. HELP
sometimes i forget that this is my life you know? I feel dead, but breathing. So lifeless, because I have been doing nothing so far in my life. You just won’t understand if it hasn’t happened to you. But I want adventure. I want to be able to show my feelings without being embarrassed. I [..more..]
That Perfect Moment Of Zen
I haven’t felt happiness in a long time…and I will admit that I miss the feeling. Ever since I was diagnosed with both severe depression and an EDNOS (eating disorder not otherwise specialized)life has been harder and more complicated than it has been in the past. This isn’t going to turn into a long ramble [..more..]
Don’t know how i feel about the past
I guess i don’t wanna be with the people from my past.. Everytime i think of the memories we had i wish i could be with them again. But when i see them now, i’m happy that we don’t talk anymore. It’s not because they’ve changed, they’re exactly the same… I think… Honestly i don’t [..more..]